Time is beginning to move terribly quickly. I don’t necessarily believe that this is a bad thing but I am very aware that the days of my old life are numbered. And there is a little bit of sadness attached to that.
I don’t know that I’ve really given people enough time to adjust but the harsh reality is that it’s now happening whether any of us are ready or not. And I’m kind of sorry for that. There’s so many conversations I planned to have with the folk that I love and so many times that life just got in the way. In my life. And theirs.
But it’s a positive time too. I’m so almost there that the change is tangible. I’m looking forward to all that life is about to have to offer. And about as prepared as I think I can be. There are no definites I can promise myself. It’s going to be a challenge. But for a change, one that I entirely welcome.
I wish I had more time to fix the things I didn’t do so well though. But I hope folk understand that I always wanted to and may yet be able to in some form. It will just be different is all. And despite the song choice, it’s very definitely me that will be sticking around. I’m not slipping anywhere. Especially away. Couldn’t have got here without the folk I have. Won’t be able to get any further without them either. And that’s as Totes Emosh as I get for one post. Next time let’s do the upcoming joys of dilation. Mindbending trying to pick a song for that though!