Took a longer than anticipated break from the blog. Busy doing nothing really. Except just getting on with life. But I did find out something.
I found out that, all things considered, I am pretty happy with life. Shouldn’t have been earth shattering news to me but I hadn’t really noticed how good things were and are.
It took several folk telling me how much happier I seem these days, before it really registered that life and in particular my transition is going pretty well. I am more than content. I’m just a little slow to have let that sink in.
Nothing in my life is perfect though. It just doesn’t have to be. I have enough. And that’s all I really need for now. I’m a day to day sort of person. Not much for chasing grand plans. Even my transition follows it’s own amorphous, elastic road. I’ll get there when I get there.
But I’m in a good place right now. I’m happy and growing more confident by the day. I can’t remember the last time I felt that anxiety that used to make up about 90% of me. It must have slipped out unnoticed while I was busy living my life. Can’t say I miss it either.
But anyway, the blog is apparently back. And I’m in the right frame of mind to make the time for it. Hopefully it will reflect how positive life feels at the moment.Long may that continue.